1. |
i miss the water tower
01:45
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i wish we knew how to laugh like we did back then
before school picked up and our parents got so lost
take me back to the tires
i need to see it to believe that it was real at all
bullshit drama painted on the walls
water bottle bongs that never decomposed
but most importantly it was our place to escape it all
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2. |
dirt
02:29
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i've got to find a way to stop digging all these holes
leading me down where there's nothing but dead in the dirt
i
can't
trust myself to be alone
not
when
that's what got me here
once again
it looks like
i deserve it
for looking away
my hands
were built for this
idle
as they can be
losing my mind in the moments when i should be happy
now i'm afraid to smile
keeping
myself down below
what
if
i never feel okay again
what if this is how it ends
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3. |
weak
01:35
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i have so many reasons to leave
but i can't seem to shake one of them
i am weak
i've always been so weak
too weak to leave
too weak to stay
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4. |
never sleeping again
02:43
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nostalgia is a virus
but i live for those thoughts from when we were young
and seemed invincible
and we could take on the whole world
don't go
i need you here
i am so scared
you used to smile so bright
and i watched that light fall out
but i can't watch it go dim any longer
i need you here with me
selfish til the end
and you better not stop breathing on me this year
or i'll come back to haunt you
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5. |
the pit
02:32
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dead
already
stuck
six feet in to the ground
when
it feels like
i am sinking every minute
nails
gnarled and broken
walls
seem insurmountable
and
if i make it
out i tend to fall back in
its not your fault
you have to start
forgiving yourself more often
i know exactly what it's like
i've been there
in the pit
and i know exactly how it is
to see the easy way out
please
hold tight
don't look
i am here
i
can't stand
to lose another friend this year
it's hard
pushing forward
and feels
like there's no reason to go
but i would like to see you grow and crawl out
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6. |
My Egg Rolls!
01:11
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i'm not sure of myself anymore
well not that i ever was
gotta get better somehow
and i've got big ass plans
but i can't seem to do anything about it
i can't take it
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7. |
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spike goin off
and here
i lay again
with these thoughts
not like i have
a choice
in the matter
at all
in and out breathing
just to remind myself
that i know how
worried i don't have heartbeat
and i never will again
i can't keep it hidden
like when i was young
everything is flowing
out
head it just keeps spinning
spiraling again
i just want some silence
please
shut up
shut uup
shuuut
out all of these thoughts
out
get out
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8. |
howell
01:02
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9. |
spiraling
02:00
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rant even though i promised i'd stop
and im tired of feeling this way
like
every breath should be my last
nothing
seems to stop the ache
laying
in bed
hours on end
i'm
seeing
flashes of the red again
i am scared
what if im losing control again
can't take much
more of it
i can't keep it hidden
like when i was young
everything is flowing
out of me (fuck)
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10. |
southern emo
04:03
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sorry
i've been stuck inside this bottle lately
my friends
they've heard all my whiskey rants
and i'm scared
i'm scared that they're over it
but i can't
i can't seem to end this shit
stuck here hoping for a change
not like we're not used to waiting
i can't stand it anymore
i won't
but i'm getting tired and worn
i'd rather fight
for something more
than this
but i am weaker than i thought
than i should be
where did my ideals go
i haven't slept in what appears to be weeks
or is it years?
i can't stay up any more
impossible
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