i miss the water tower

by thorn tire

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1.
i wish we knew how to laugh like we did back then before school picked up and our parents got so lost take me back to the tires i need to see it to believe that it was real at all bullshit drama painted on the walls water bottle bongs that never decomposed but most importantly it was our place to escape it all
2.
dirt 02:29
i've got to find a way to stop digging all these holes leading me down where there's nothing but dead in the dirt i can't trust myself to be alone not when that's what got me here once again it looks like i deserve it for looking away my hands were built for this idle as they can be losing my mind in the moments when i should be happy now i'm afraid to smile keeping myself down below what if i never feel okay again what if this is how it ends
3.
weak 01:35
i have so many reasons to leave but i can't seem to shake one of them i am weak i've always been so weak too weak to leave too weak to stay
4.
nostalgia is a virus but i live for those thoughts from when we were young and seemed invincible and we could take on the whole world don't go i need you here i am so scared you used to smile so bright and i watched that light fall out but i can't watch it go dim any longer i need you here with me selfish til the end and you better not stop breathing on me this year or i'll come back to haunt you
5.
the pit 02:32
dead already stuck six feet in to the ground when it feels like i am sinking every minute nails gnarled and broken walls seem insurmountable and if i make it out i tend to fall back in its not your fault you have to start forgiving yourself more often i know exactly what it's like i've been there in the pit and i know exactly how it is to see the easy way out please hold tight don't look i am here i can't stand to lose another friend this year it's hard pushing forward and feels like there's no reason to go but i would like to see you grow and crawl out
6.
i'm not sure of myself anymore well not that i ever was gotta get better somehow and i've got big ass plans but i can't seem to do anything about it i can't take it
7.
spike goin off and here i lay again with these thoughts not like i have a choice in the matter at all in and out breathing just to remind myself that i know how worried i don't have heartbeat and i never will again i can't keep it hidden like when i was young everything is flowing out head it just keeps spinning spiraling again i just want some silence please shut up shut uup shuuut out all of these thoughts out get out
8.
howell 01:02
9.
spiraling 02:00
rant even though i promised i'd stop and im tired of feeling this way like every breath should be my last nothing seems to stop the ache laying in bed hours on end i'm seeing flashes of the red again i am scared what if im losing control again can't take much more of it i can't keep it hidden like when i was young everything is flowing out of me (fuck)
10.
southern emo 04:03
sorry i've been stuck inside this bottle lately my friends they've heard all my whiskey rants and i'm scared i'm scared that they're over it but i can't i can't seem to end this shit stuck here hoping for a change not like we're not used to waiting i can't stand it anymore i won't but i'm getting tired and worn i'd rather fight for something more than this but i am weaker than i thought than i should be where did my ideals go i haven't slept in what appears to be weeks or is it years? i can't stay up any more impossible

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Had to get some things off my chest.

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released February 22, 2021

guitar/bass/vocals/lyrics - Carter Brown
drums - Carter Brown (ez drummer)

Samples:
good will hunting
cowboy bebop movie
me yelling at my homie on twitch bc he was poppin' OFF (www.twitch.tv/captainbattletoad)

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